Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Updating My Mailing List!

Hey All!
I'm updating my email list- using some new tools and whatnot- and I wanted to make sure that I didn't loose anybody in the transfer! Sign on up below!!!



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Sunday, February 5, 2012

Paparazzi

Seriously, I need some.
Not the crazy kind that stalk you, but someone that can take pictures of me as I work with kids, speak at events, and the like. Things that would go here on my blog, or in emails and newsletters! It's really hard to focus on taking pictures when you're focused on the people around you; so, I need to remember to bring my camera with me to places and see if someone else can take pictures.
I need some seasonal and moral paparazzi ;)

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Happy February!!!

One month of 2012 down, can you believe it???

January was filled with new beginnings for me. I am now working with a Coach. Vince G., who is one of the founders of Rain Forest International School, is helping me with Partnership Development, editing my newsletters, letting me know of things I need to start thinking of (like airfare and such), and encouraging me every step of the way!

This past week I was able to attend Shadow Mountain's Missions Conference. I met up with other missionaries that I have worked with before, met new ones, and also have a couple new financial partners from that conference! Praise the Lord! May He keep working in people's hearts to support translation work and pray that He raises up more people to partner with me as I head to Africa.

At the end of January my financial support was at 57%. It's been a long road, but God is faithful and I know if He wants me at RFIS He is more than capable to bring it to pass. Amen! There is still a long way to go and I'm looking for individuals and churches which can join my team. Do you know anyone who might be interested in joining my team?

Prayer Partners are always needed, Advocates who can let others know what's happening with me and Africa are wonderful to have, and Financial Partners would be most welcome and an answer to prayer! Please consider joining my team- in any of those three aspects! I would love to partner with you to get the Gospel out to every language community in their heart language!

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

2012 Already???

It's the 3rd of January 2012!!!
Are you as in denial as I am?

It's been 3 months since I last wrote anything, and it feels like it was just last week. Starting as of right now, I hope to post once a month with updates. Last year I was trying to post once a week and became so bogged down with other things that writing didn't just get moved to the back seat, it was thrown completely out the window! Once a month I can handle... I think ;) I'll see if I can get some pictures up so you can have a taste of what's happened in the past 3 months.

But in the meantime, let me leave you with a verse that has comforted me lately:
"Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened and do not be dismayed,
for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go."
~Joshua 1:9

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

"You Are My Family"

This weekend was a busy one- but filled with so many good things!!!

Dad and I arrived at church around 8:30 Saturday morning. As a group of us started to prep the place for the Basketball Tournament, the kids in the neighboring apartments saw/heard us and came down to help us out. Between them, the College Kids from TMC, and a handful of us from church, the place was ready in no time!

I was part of a group of girls who manned (haha) the registration table, having spectators and participants sign in and give info such as email, address and home church if they so chose. When the kids from the neighborhood signed in, almost all of them put down 'Bible Church of Buena Park' as their church. I started getting irked with it because none of them came to church on Sundays. Finally, when 9 year old Lydia signed in and put down BCBP as her church, I asked, "Lydia, why did you put this church down as your home church? You're not a member."

Lydia looked at me and said, in a matter of fact tone, "Because you're my family."

Ouch. That was humbling. All that bitterness that was starting to rise up inside of me was swept away by this one girl's simple answer, "You are my family." Sometimes I wonder how God could ever use me in these kid's lives- imperfect as I am- but then He reminds me that all He want from me is to love Him... and all the rest will fall into place. All the glory is His!

Keep working in these kid's lives, Lord!
We will plant and water Your seeds,
but only You can make them grow!

Friday, October 7, 2011

The Weekend Ahead!

Starting today- a wonderfully packed weekend! Youth Outreach tonight and Hoopla4 tomorrow!

My Church has been hosting Youth Outreach for longer than I have attended it- more than 10 years. There are apartments surrounding the church that are filled with people who need the gospel, and YO is a fun, friendly environment that draws the children out of the apartments and into the church. Games, a lesson, sometimes crafts, and Pizza- what more could a kid want? Not much more, really. But more than what they want, what they need Jesus.

As for Hoopla, that is an annual basketball tournament that our church puts on (this being the 4th year). Last year we had about 50 people from the neighborhood attend, and this year we are hoping for more! Thank God we have some students from The Master's College to help out and the Spanish church is joining us also!

With those brief descriptions, please pray for this weekend.
Pray for the people who will be working/hosting the events- that our spirits will be in tune with His, for Him to work in and through us, and that we will be pliable/flexible- focusing on the gospel and these kids and not on ourselves.
Pray for the kids and parents who will be attending this weekend- that they will not come with a stereotyped mindset, that God will start softening their hearts for His words, and that they will keep in contact afterwards.
Pray for everyone with this heat that is supposed to be coming. May we all be safe and look out for one another.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Desktop Wallpaper for October!

Tim Challies has a wonderful website, "Informing the Reforming", and if you haven't visited it yet, you should. He speaks on topics such as the 180 movie, spiritual life in this ungodly world, puritan fathers thoughts in this contemporary world, he reviews books and movies, and right now is holding a discussion on Thursdays on John Stott's book "The Cross of Christ".

All that to say- go check out his website.

And if that didn't convince you enough, at the beginning of each month he has free desktop backgrounds. Here's a taste of this month's:






Sunday, October 2, 2011

Balm to My Soul

My sister and I were scheduled for offertory this Sunday, so I sat at the piano and went through the hymnal looking for a song she and I could play as a duet. It was the sweetest hours of the weekend for me- sitting at the piano, picking out the tunes, and reading these wonderful, deep hymns. Some hymns I knew, others I didn't. Now it's your turn, time for a little testing!!!

A) I will praise my dear Redeemer, His triumphant power I'll tell. How the victory He giveth over sin and death and hell!
1. Redeemed
2. I Will Sing of My Redeemer
3. Victory in Jesus
4. I Will Praise Him

B) The hand of my Savior is strong, and the love of my Savior is long. Through sunshine or rain, through loss or in gain, the blood flows from Calvary to cleanse every stain.
1. Calvary Covers It All
2. Saved, Saved!
3. Room At The Cross For You
4. What A Mighty God We Serve

My favorite of the day: Arise, My Soul Arise, written by Charles Wesley. This was a wonderful balm to my soul right when I needed it, just read the first verse! Love the command we have to not dwell in our fears, but remember Who is by the Throne pleading for us! The song you can play below is done by Indelible Grace, a wonderful group, but they didn't sing all the verses so I wrote them all from my hymnal. I hope it is an good of an encouragement as well as a reminder to you (as it is to me) of who we are in Christ.



Arise, my soul, arise; shake off your guilty fears;
The bleeding sacrifice in my behalf appears:
Before the throne my surety stands,
Before the throne my surety stands,
My name is written on His hands.

He ever lives above, for me to intercede;
His all redeeming love, His precious blood, to plead:
His blood atoned for all our race,
His blood atoned for all out race,
And sprinkles now the throne of grace.

Five bleeding wounds He bears; received on Calvary;
They pour effectual prayers; they strongly plead for me:
'Forgive him, O forgive!' they cry,
'Forgive him, O forgive!' they cry,
'Nor let that ransomed sinner die!'

The Father hears Him pray, His dear anointed One;
He cannot turn away, the presence of His Son;
His Spirits answers to the blood,
His Spirits answers to the blood,
And tells me I am born of God.

My God is reconciled; His pardoning voice I hear;
He owns me for His child; I can no longer fear:
With confidence I now draw nigh,
With confidence I now draw nigh,
And 'Father, Abba Father!' cry.

*Answers to quiz: A-2, B-3*

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Things I've Learned About Applying for a Visa

*I think this picture captures the essence of me after the
past 3 days of working on some adjustments to my visa*
  1. Read the directions thoroughly! If you don't follow them it's going to take you a lot longer than normal.
  2. No matter how many times your bank says, "Our money orders are the same as traveler's checks" don't believe it. The Embassy takes money orders, bank checks, and no personal checks. Also is best if you don't send cash, just to be safe.
  3. Travel's checks don't work either.
  4. You can get money orders at the post office! Perfect, since you're going to have to mail them. And remember to do the tracking and confirmation stickers!!!
  5. Make sure your passport is signed in ink and will last at least another 6months if not more.
  6. FedEx overnight is worth it. And include a self addressed, pre-stamped envelope so they can send your passport and everything else back to you.
  7. Don't use two different pictures, staple 2 copies of the same picture.
  8. I thank God I learned the long way, though it would have been nice to learn the short way, but now I can help others and explain in full detail why some things are not possible. ;)
  9. Always call the Embassy if you have questions.

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Annihilation to Me and Identification with Him

When I was little- during my Awana days- I was always memorizing verses the fastest and could spit them out like watermelon seeds. I did like memorizing, but I think a big factor was because whoever memorized the most got to throw a pie in the Director's face; which, for me, was my Grandmother's face :) Now I'm a big advocate of memorizing sections, if not chapters and books of the Bible. The context is so important and so key to understanding what the Lord is trying to say! I'm sure I'm preaching to the choir here.

One of the chapters I've memorized is Philippians 2 and lately I've been dwelling on '[Jesus] did not consider equality with God something to be grasped'. Jesus, Second Member of the Trinity, now with the human aspect, doesn't think about it. What's one of the first things we read in the Bible? The Serpent saying, "You will be like God" (Gen 3:5) and the people of Babel building a Tower to Heaven (Gen 6:3-7). We try and push so hard to be well off, successful, famous, and get the honor when Jesus gave up all that glory up to come down here to serve the people who would crucify Him.

Oswald Chambers touches on this a little in the following devotion. We must not long to become like God- and when I say that I do not mean that it is wrong to long to imitate Him, for we are ordered to do so (Eph 5:1, I Pet 1:16), but wrong to think that we are perfect, omniscient, and eternal. What we must long for is to be like Him in character- and Jesus is the best example for us in that!!!

O. Chamber's words things so much better than I ever could, read what he has to say :)

The rich young ruler had the master passion to be perfect. When he saw Jesus Christ, he wanted to be like Him. Our Lord never puts personal holiness to the fore when He calls a disciple; He puts absolute annihilation of my right to myself and identification with Himself- a relationship with Himself in which there is no other relationship. Luke 14:26 has nothing to do with salvation or sanctification, but with the unconditional identification with Jesus Christ. Very few of us know the absolute "go" of abandonment to Jesus.

"Then Jesus beholding him loved him." The look of Jesus will mean a heart broken forever from allegiance to any other person or thing. He Jesus ever looked at you? The look of Jesus transforms and transfixes. Where you are 'soft' with God is where the Lord has looked at you. If you are hard and vindictive, insistent on your own way, certain that the other person is more likely to be in the wrong than you are, it is an indication that there are whole tracts of your nature that have never been transformed by His gaze.

"One thing thou lackest..." The only 'good thing' from Jesus Christ's point of view is union with Himself and nothing in between.

"Sell whatsoever thou hast..." I must reduce myself until I am a mere conscious man, I must fundamentally renounce possessions of all kinds, not to save my soul (only on thing saves a man- absolute reliance upon Jesus Christ), but in order to follow Jesus. "Come, and follow Me" and the road is the way He went.

~Mark 10:21

Recapping the DG Missions Conference

I will put up other things on this blog besides John Piper stuff, I promise! It's just that lately he's had some pretty good things that are close to my heart and encouraging to me as I'm stateside working on raising support (which is at 45% now, by the way).
If you were able to watch some of the conference, I'm sure you were as blessed as I was; and if you weren't, watch this 5min video for just a taste of what you missed!

Keeping the Missions Flame Alive from John Piper on Vimeo.

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Finish the Mission: For the Joy of All Peoples

Is this weekend!!!
This is one of the best Missions Conference I have heard or attended. Very informative of missions life, people groups, churches, missiology, and so much more! Such an encouragement and challenge to listen too :)


Sunday, September 11, 2011

Call Back!

A Poem that Rosalind Goforth placed in her book Climbing. Reminds me of Hebrews 10:24-25 "And let us consider how to stir up one another to love and good works, not neglecting to meet together, as is the habit of some, but encouraging one another and all the more as you see the Day drawing near."

CALL BACK:
If you have gone a little way ahead of me, call back;
'Twill cheer my heart and help my feet along the stony track;
And if, perchance, Faith's light is dim, because the oil is low,
Your call will guide my lagging course as wearily I go.

Call back, and tell me that He went with you into the storm;
Call back, and say He kept you when the forest's roots were torn;
That when the heavens thundered and the earthquake shook the hill,
He bore you up and held you where the very air was still.

O friend, call back and tell me, for I cannot see your face;
They say it glows with triumph, and your feet bound in the race;
But there are mists between us, and my spirit eyes are dim,
And I cannot see the glory, though I long for word of Him.

But if you'll say He heard you when your prayer was but a cry,
And if you'll say He saw you through the night's sin-darkened sky
If you have gone a little way ahead, O friend, call back
'Twill cheer my heart and help my feet along the stony track.
~ Anonymous

Saturday, September 10, 2011

The Librarian Strikes Again!

Did you know that Border's is/went out of business? Such a bittersweet time for Bookhuggerz everywhere! Today our family went to pay our respects to the well-loved store with one last fling. I went in with a line-up in my mind: something French- language, history, what have you- and anything Anthropologic. If there's one thing I was reminded of today, it was never go in search for something specific, you'll miss what's right in front of your nose!
After about an hour or more of slowly walking, head tilted sideways, fingering the shelves and spines, I found a few that may turn out to be treasures :) None of what I was looking for, but they still have promise.
Take a look at this line up!!!



7 books for a grand total of....







$13.78!














Borders, you shall be missed, but...
Oh happy, bittersweet, lovely day!
And yes, I have already finished one of the books... :D

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Finish the Mission: bringing the Gospel to the unreached and unengaged

John Piper is holding a National Conference September 23-25. It is in Minneapolis, which is pretty much impossible for most of us to get out to, but in the past they have done LiveStreaming for the Conference and I hope they do it again this year!

Here are some of the topics they will be covering:
  • The Glory of God, the Lostness of Man, and the Gospel of Christ
  • The Internalization of Missions: its potential and its price
  • The Church, the Neighborhood, and the Nations
More info HERE

Monday, September 5, 2011

Faith Comes By Hearing

A friend introduced me to MemVerse some months ago, and it has been quite and encouragement and help to me in memorizing God's Word. This morning God gave me the wonderful idea of memorizing not only in English, but also in French! I need the practice, and what a sweet way to do it! At the moment I'm working on Colossians 3 in English and since I have already memorized Philippians 2 in English, I'm going to start working on it in French.

Free Audio Bible is going to be a great help in this endevour! You should check out how many languages they have translated the Bible in and listen to some of them! It's a great tool for missionaries working with people who can't read or don't have their language written down yet. All they need is a little MP3 player, headphones and batteries and there is their Bible! Praise God for the work He's doing through Audio Bible!



Saturday, September 3, 2011

You Will Be Eaten by Cannibals: John Piper on John Paton

This was one of the first biographies I ever heard John Piper speak on- and what a life!
I had read John Paton's autobiography when I was young, but the words were older and different than what I was used to and there were very few pictures, so as a 12 year old I didn't get much out of the 300 page book.
I listened to this when I was 19 and was struck at how I missed so much of this man's life when I read the book! I encourage you to listen to this man's life. Put this on as you're answering emails, doing laundry, instead of watching TV, anything!

If below doesn't work, go HERE

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Waiting When I Want to Move

Something I stole from Spurgeon that hit pretty hard when I read it the other day.

In this ever busy, up-n-at-'em, get-it-done life I rarely see people slow down- I've even heard people say they hate not having anything to do. I've been there. Feeling like my worth was in what I accomplished and not in who I was in Christ. I felt like if I slowed down I would become useless. Ha! What a lie.

So, if you have ever felt that way- even in the tiniest little inkling- you should read what Spurgeon wrote.

Even if you've never felt that way, you should still read it because it's Spurgeon :)


Ps 27:14 "Wait for the LORD; be strong and let your heart take courage! Wait for the LORD!"

It may seem an easy thing to wait, but it is one of the postures which a Christian soldier learns not without years of teaching. Marching and quick-marching are much easier to God's warriors than standing still. There are hours of perplexity when the most willing spirit, anxiously desirous to serve the Lord, knows not what part to take.

Then what shall it do? Vex itself by despair? Fly back in cowardice, turn to the right hand in fear, or rush forward in presumption? No, but simply wait. Wait in prayer, however. Call upon God, and spread the case before him; tell Him your difficulty, and plead his promise of aid. In dilemmas between one duty and another, it is sweet to be humble as a child, and wait with simplicity of soul upon the Lord. It is sure to be well with us when we feel and know our own folly, and are heartily willing to be guided by the will of God. But wait in faith. Express your unstaggering confidence in Him; for unfaithful, untrusting waiting is but an insult to the Lord.

Believe that if He keep you tarrying even till midnight, yet He will come at the right time; the vision shall come and shall not tarry. Wait in quiet patience, not rebelling because you are under the affliction, but blessing your God for it. Never murmur against the second cause, as the children of Israel did against Moses; never wish you could go back to the world again, but accept the case as it is, and put it as it stands, simply and with your whole heart, without any self-will, into the hand of your covenant God, saying, "Now, Lord, not my will, but thine be done. I know not what to do; I am brought to extremities, but I will wait until thou shalt cleave the floods, or drive back my foes. I will wait, if thou keep me many a day, for my heart is fixed upon thee alone, O God, and my spirit waiteth for thee in the full conviction that thou wilt yet be my joy and my salvation, my refuge and my strong tower."

~Spurgeon

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

The Thing That I Hate Most...

Speaking in front of people.
Truly.
Ok, maybe not hate, but greatly dislike.
I would love to have someone else go to churches, Sunday schools, and/or youth groups and speak for me, letting people know what's up. I would love for God to just drop the financial support in my lap. I would love to have it my way... but what does it say in James? I'm sure we can all quote it from Awana:

"Count it all joy my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds,
for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness.
And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be
perfect and complete, lacking in nothing."

God wouldn't have me speak if it weren't to make me more like Him, if it weren't to show me my weakness and magnify His strength, if it weren't His perfect plan. So I speak and I watch Him work- knowing that the testing of my faith produces steadfastness (which is something that I will always be needing!). Every time God humbles me. I critique myself, thinking, "I should have said it that way!" or "I forgot to mention that!" and God gently reminds me that I'm a work in progress and that I need to "do my best, pray that it's blest, and He'll take care of the rest".

Thanks Keith Green for that reminder :D